Friendship no More

To think that i wanted to soften M's blow to how she can take this whole thing. I think I am naive bah.. THe day that she knows that we have been going out behind her back. Things were never the same... Those times, when I thought, I was sensitive.. I guess I was not.All those times, i thought, she hide outings with me, or not invited to their outings. I thought I was sensitive.. guess notvery disapointed in her. she said that she doesn't want to lose this friendship, but she thinks those negative things about me. I think it is abit hypocritial. At this point, i don't know, if i am considering bitching or not...But reallie.. at this point. WhateveR.

I dropping her hints, so when she knows the truth, At least her acceptance level and would be higher or the blow for her will be smaller. At least, she is mentally prepared. Apparently, don't think so. She is not someone who faced reality.

oh welljuz read her blog her confession i exepected it sigh it's quite wrong for her to say . must been a pretty good actress if u think u all have known me well i guess u got more to find out . i tink she simply has no idea dat pple read her like a book or maybe it's juz me maybe it's juz me and my oversensitivity or my psychic ability oh well watever

There is certain things, I know that what people knows about me. My character is very open.
If she is that psychic, wouldn't she had known, we are together, hasn't she?
If she psychic, wouldn't she had known, I wasn't digging information from her, but actuallie trying to let her know what's going right?
Com' on I have been acting since young. So be wary of me, ok.
Maybe, I was all but nothing but an act.
I simply has no idea? *pui*
Take note: this was written when Ade was in a foul mood.
Because, basically, I am a nice gal... ha ha...
he he..
Whatever.....