Fate
I just watch finished Orange Road. A cartoon show about two girls in love with a guy. And one girl who is innocent and bubbly, Ah Guang always regard the guy , Gong Kai as her boyfriend. And Gong Kai never wanted to hurt her, always let her be.
But, his in heart, he liked someone called Ah Yin. Ah Yin is older and sensible. Ah Yin also like Gong Kai. The things that Ah Yin and Gong Kai do for each other, they are able to sense their fondness for each other. HOwever, Ah Yin and Gong Kai never reveal their feelings. They only can suspects and not do anything about it. ANd in order to not hurt AH Guang's feelings, they also act as if , there's nothing.
Ah Guang is so blinded about her liking towards Gong Kai, that she is optimistic about everything. Even when, she Gong Kai hurts her, she would take it as because he is concern about her , shake nonchalantly and starts to smile again.
Along the way, GOng Kai and AH Yin have close incidents where they almost finally get together.. Ah Guang always comes in at the right time, and spoils for them. GOng Kai never try to brush off Ah Guang,which makes Ah Yin angry. HOwever, because, of the tiny incidents, allows Ah Yin and Gong Kai to grow closer to each other.
But the story all boils down to fate, whereby They finally managed to get together. ANd there is another person for Ah Guang. (ha ha...)This story reminds about us. Dear Dear, M and me... ha haWhereby, Dear Dear(Gong kai) always try not to hurt M (Ah Guang), ended up angered me (Ah Yin).Whereby Ah Yin(me) is noble and take it in her stride and pretends that she doesn't like Gong Kai(dear dear), so that Ah Guang won't be hurt. And finally Dear Dear and me got together, after so many things happen. And the turn of the events, led me back to God.
You know, when I read her updated blog, i admitted I scoffed at her thinking. The way she reads too much into things. The way she concluded that she was technically with Dear Dear for five days. I was like huh? I don't understand is, I think that she shouldn't hastily pressumed about things , when she is not very sure about what the other person is thinking. Dear Dear was like when is this five days? In one way or another, I don't think she can let go . That's why even when dear dear drops so much hints. She can't pick them up. Even, when the truth is shuffed up infront of her nose. She didn't want to let go, still do the things she does, when she still thinks that dear dear like her.
Then somewhere in my heart, I pity her... I wondered what I will do if I was in her place. Haven't I read too much about his(Alex) actions towards me? But, his actions were also seen by other people, and they also interpret it to me. And I was living in my own world. Till the day, I asked him. I could let go, because, there was Jack and Dear Dear defintely heal my wounds in an instant.
But M has nobody to fall on. And I guessed, dear Dear was someone whom she found comfort in, after her break up with her ex. That's makes it harder for her to let go right?ANd the part whereby, she can't bring herself to talk to me. I couldn't blame her.
I haven't really forgives CY till now. The sight of her still digusts me. Somehow. Back, when we were in secondary sch, she and me liked the same gal... Ha ha.. CY got her... and I was left alone on an empty shell.... (sorry huh... i abit dramatic. ..)But, it does go to show that, I defintely handled the situation better than her, in the areas of rejection... I fell many times, before I could stand up properly.Well, at least, there is something I am proud of.. ha ha
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Dear dear is going away for 2 mths... And i am going to celebrate my birthday without my bf by my side. It had been like that 4 years. what makes the difference, this year. sighh....And I going to celebrate Christmas alone.. again... gtg, sleep liao....
But, his in heart, he liked someone called Ah Yin. Ah Yin is older and sensible. Ah Yin also like Gong Kai. The things that Ah Yin and Gong Kai do for each other, they are able to sense their fondness for each other. HOwever, Ah Yin and Gong Kai never reveal their feelings. They only can suspects and not do anything about it. ANd in order to not hurt AH Guang's feelings, they also act as if , there's nothing.
Ah Guang is so blinded about her liking towards Gong Kai, that she is optimistic about everything. Even when, she Gong Kai hurts her, she would take it as because he is concern about her , shake nonchalantly and starts to smile again.
Along the way, GOng Kai and AH Yin have close incidents where they almost finally get together.. Ah Guang always comes in at the right time, and spoils for them. GOng Kai never try to brush off Ah Guang,which makes Ah Yin angry. HOwever, because, of the tiny incidents, allows Ah Yin and Gong Kai to grow closer to each other.
But the story all boils down to fate, whereby They finally managed to get together. ANd there is another person for Ah Guang. (ha ha...)This story reminds about us. Dear Dear, M and me... ha haWhereby, Dear Dear(Gong kai) always try not to hurt M (Ah Guang), ended up angered me (Ah Yin).Whereby Ah Yin(me) is noble and take it in her stride and pretends that she doesn't like Gong Kai(dear dear), so that Ah Guang won't be hurt. And finally Dear Dear and me got together, after so many things happen. And the turn of the events, led me back to God.
You know, when I read her updated blog, i admitted I scoffed at her thinking. The way she reads too much into things. The way she concluded that she was technically with Dear Dear for five days. I was like huh? I don't understand is, I think that she shouldn't hastily pressumed about things , when she is not very sure about what the other person is thinking. Dear Dear was like when is this five days? In one way or another, I don't think she can let go . That's why even when dear dear drops so much hints. She can't pick them up. Even, when the truth is shuffed up infront of her nose. She didn't want to let go, still do the things she does, when she still thinks that dear dear like her.
Then somewhere in my heart, I pity her... I wondered what I will do if I was in her place. Haven't I read too much about his(Alex) actions towards me? But, his actions were also seen by other people, and they also interpret it to me. And I was living in my own world. Till the day, I asked him. I could let go, because, there was Jack and Dear Dear defintely heal my wounds in an instant.
But M has nobody to fall on. And I guessed, dear Dear was someone whom she found comfort in, after her break up with her ex. That's makes it harder for her to let go right?ANd the part whereby, she can't bring herself to talk to me. I couldn't blame her.
I haven't really forgives CY till now. The sight of her still digusts me. Somehow. Back, when we were in secondary sch, she and me liked the same gal... Ha ha.. CY got her... and I was left alone on an empty shell.... (sorry huh... i abit dramatic. ..)But, it does go to show that, I defintely handled the situation better than her, in the areas of rejection... I fell many times, before I could stand up properly.Well, at least, there is something I am proud of.. ha ha
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Dear dear is going away for 2 mths... And i am going to celebrate my birthday without my bf by my side. It had been like that 4 years. what makes the difference, this year. sighh....And I going to celebrate Christmas alone.. again... gtg, sleep liao....
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