PMS

Sometimes, I Hate being a gal.
I get easily fustrated.
My toes are easily tread.
I get pretty sensitive.
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It's like everybody hates me,
nobody likes me. I am gonna eat some worms....

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I have so much expectations.
And I want to pursue the first time romance, chemistry.
I feel that I am taken for granted.
But, i can see from his crushed face, that I take him for granted.
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Oh for goodness sake.
Take some initiative.
BLOODY HELL... BLISTERING BARNACLES. MORNONIC MORON ass.
SON of a gun.
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BUt I am glad someone did.
I really appreciative.
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if GOd really use pain to get my attention.
It is kicking in now.
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Today, I was working at California Fitness.
I am seriously dunno what is Andrew is thinking.
But I really don't care.
I sick of seeing his Arrogant face., whose chin levelled to the ground
I HATE F**king egoist guys.
I Feel like punching him the face and make him eat his pi-sai..

BUt my days at California fitness are demoralizing.
But I am doing my best.
For making sure I am Ade and I can do it.
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I don't know, I feel something is missing.
Besides God that is.
I am not sure what it is. .
And i getting fatter.

ciao...