To whom it concern

I wouldn't say my life is picture perfect.

The truth is, after pple condemn my relationship.

I start to wonder, do I really have to share the good side,

for them to know, there is both sides of the coins.

Then, I started sharing less of him and Me

Honestly, there are good times and the bad.

I never once sit from the side, and never say thank you for sending me to work.

Maybe,thank you for giving me the best birthday present.

The sending of blue roses to my office, and the card that state:

" To Wife-to-be"

Happy 25th birthday! muacks!

love: "Husband-to-be"

Those statement enough, was to keep me gushing throughout the day.

But I dunno why I kept quarrelling these days.

And it also started, because of those girls.

You may have your doubts, but I am not jealous.

I just feel the little invisible part.

If there is nothing to hide like he says, which I knew.

Why wouldn't he let him meet them?

I am capable of making friends.

And at least, I wouldn't be so angry.

I never once want to stop him from meeting his friends.

Because, I do meet my guy friends once in a while.

I like the freedom that I have, dancing with strangers.

I just don't wan to feel that invisible.

I am worried, because, I am going to sign something impt.

And the thing, the more realistic it becomes,

the more I am getting the jittery bugs.

But something, does tell me it's not right

I dunno I dunno