I am not too sure about what kind of mood ,
I am in.
For some reasons, I kept reviewing the past.
I am surprised by own attitude.
Can be a bitch at times.
Sometimes, I am real or a hyprocrite.
And and and, with all those weddings coming up.
I am so in the mood of doing my own planning.
Like the plans an stuff.
Consolidating ideas.
I keep smiling at him recently.
It feels like raining on me with sincerity.
I don't know how to explain this feeling.
Happy , smile.
Why I love him?
He makes me smile to this very day.
But marriage is a lifetime thing.
I was never a fan of commitment.
Living the way, I do.
I am, well really scare.
Well, it's not the the day is near anytime
But .......
I am really in the mood for Jesus today lar.
Singing along.
Just a note for Him. ( not him , it's HIM)
I am sorry, I haven't been to church.
When I state the reasons.
it sounds so lame.
But I haven't forgotten you. :)
Love you still.
Part of the reason,
I love Ronnie.
He is the reason, I went back to church.
Mummy ever said that "We only go back , when we need him"
Well, that was my moment.
Saying that, I haven't grown, you must be blind lor
I came a long way.
I like the idea, of using both hands to build the house of dreams
And you know what's the ironic thing.
I been thinking.
It wasn't for Jia Miao,
I wouldn't be with him.
It wasn't for Jack,
I wouldn' be with him.
Wasn't for the strength, I found from Christ, to break up with Jack,
I wouldn't be with him.
:)
Thank you Jesus, Amen.

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