Maturing?

Someone say I am matured alittle?
I chuckled alittle.
Seldom, I get such a comment.
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It works in a vicious cycle.
I hated my parents being reserved and conservative.
Yet, the one I love is the exact same.

The guy whom I love, the pride , the confidence he always exhibits.
It's just an altar for his insecurities.
A shield to protect him from being broken.

Alas, I saw it through.
The assurances that I give, doesn't help, because we will never know what happens in future.

But, right now, the soft brown eyes that melts everytime, when I am near.
I think it's good enough.
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Life is fragile.
I have morbid thoughts too.
I sit in Ronnie's car, I saw the floods and the lighting strikes.
i suddenly, keep thinking 'What if' I die?
Then u my friends will let my parents know, I really love them.
My little brother too,who matured but irritates me and angered at times.
Whenever, I see my parents being broken by my actions, my heart feels the ache that they feel.
I make it up to them.
I veri damn sure well, I will.
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yeah.. I thought so too. I have indeed, mature..