Water baptism
I was water baptise today.
Those non-christians... it is a significant event for all Christians.
But, I did not know about the meaning this event, at least till half hour before the event.
Sheralyn and Carrie had to fill me quickly.
They did not clear my fears and doubts and hesitant.
But, I did get the bigger picture. I was mentally prepared.
The three major questions that they asked me before pushing me into the water.
The simple questions but have to search for the heart before answering it.
The prayer made for me, but my brain couldn't absorb, except the word: " mouthpiece"
I got the geez of it. That's most important! ha ha!!
I saw the clear blue water, chlorine blue water. I opened my eyes for the first time without getting my eyes sting.
In my excitement, i forgot to bring towel. so I got up freezing..
I felt refreshed, anew.
Jian Da's pastor said that: " U realized that nothing has changed after 10 mins, except ur clothes got wet and got dry."
Yupz, i guess people only changed after a while.
The prophecy given to me today, was greatly touched my heart.
Carrie saw a vision, the vision which I was sometimes, at the foot of the cross, soemtimes, a distance away. Sometimes, far away.
That instance, I knew what she meant.
I cry and praying to Him.
The guilt and shame doesn't allow me to come near to God. Yet, my heart yearned for Him.
Sometimes, my shame and guilt buried me and I would run away from him.
God's love is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow.
HE asked me to come to him no matter what.
suddenly, the whole picture comes into place.
I need time rethink my whole life.
So now is the time.
God I am convicted strongly today.
thanks
Those non-christians... it is a significant event for all Christians.
But, I did not know about the meaning this event, at least till half hour before the event.
Sheralyn and Carrie had to fill me quickly.
They did not clear my fears and doubts and hesitant.
But, I did get the bigger picture. I was mentally prepared.
The three major questions that they asked me before pushing me into the water.
The simple questions but have to search for the heart before answering it.
The prayer made for me, but my brain couldn't absorb, except the word: " mouthpiece"
I got the geez of it. That's most important! ha ha!!
I saw the clear blue water, chlorine blue water. I opened my eyes for the first time without getting my eyes sting.
In my excitement, i forgot to bring towel. so I got up freezing..
I felt refreshed, anew.
Jian Da's pastor said that: " U realized that nothing has changed after 10 mins, except ur clothes got wet and got dry."
Yupz, i guess people only changed after a while.
The prophecy given to me today, was greatly touched my heart.
Carrie saw a vision, the vision which I was sometimes, at the foot of the cross, soemtimes, a distance away. Sometimes, far away.
That instance, I knew what she meant.
I cry and praying to Him.
The guilt and shame doesn't allow me to come near to God. Yet, my heart yearned for Him.
Sometimes, my shame and guilt buried me and I would run away from him.
God's love is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow.
HE asked me to come to him no matter what.
suddenly, the whole picture comes into place.
I need time rethink my whole life.
So now is the time.
God I am convicted strongly today.
thanks
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