My breakthough
I updated a post before this.
Btw, I am updating another post.
First thing that came to my mind, was recently there was this gal. call, T at a certain Poly. Her handphone was stolen, because she stupidity left the handphone in her bag.
Her supposedly call-friend uploaded her " sex video" into the comp and send to her friends and lecturer.
Yes, I admit I watched the video, not that I have never watched another porn video before. I just wanted to see, if I was her friend, would I have recognize her face. Sad to say, It was clearly shown. I couldn't bear to watch the rest of it.
Yesterday night, I prayed to God that, she would be emmotionally healed. That she would lift her head up high. And that she continue studying, and hopefully, her boyfriend will walk her though this period of time.
Just want to pass the message across, for guys, please give her break and stop pssing the clip to ur friend.
For girls, just give her sympathy and stop condeming her. I mean , it could be you or me, right?
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As, I walk the path with God, the more I am convicted of his doings. The times, when I was down, the time I could feel his presence. The doubts of a non-Christian perception in me, died down.
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It wasn't easy for me when I started last year. Though, the years of being influence as a child.
I wanted to go back to Him, but was just too proud to do it. I was struggling between J, R and JM, I was just totally lost.
And I ever told Zw that, I wouldn't go to her church if there weren't any play, as I wasn't ready for HIM. However, I was praying for a call to go back church. It wasn't the first time ZW has invited me to her church. It happen right at that time when I really needed HIM. That week, I Redicated my life to Jesus.
Although, there was moments , I slipped in and out, I promised myself not to backslided again.
I always put myself in a non-christian's shoes. I am always agitated by Christian's agressive way of reaching out. Then it came to my realization, that they were so involved in God, that they didn't know how persistant they were.
Now, as a Christian, I realised the same persistant that I had for my friends, but only for a better life of a better them.
It is so hard for non-christians to come into a church? I asked myself that. I could see the many doubts, if they ever step into one. The speaking in tongues, might frighten those who never heard before. THe tidings and those offerings. Those prayers, which only to non-Christians could hear as murmurings.
My call is to my closest friends, to come know him. A conversion is not a simple thing. It's the experience that u have with him, the walk, the commitment, the convictions. All I want is for u to come know about us and our life with God, to step into church and have eye- opener of a church, of a modern church. And what's goes on. The people in church.
I can tell you one thing, no matter how shortcomings that I have. I know, my cellgroup would not give up on me.
It is the same for the people outside. I know it best. The group of poly friends whom I had, these are people who not give a damn about you.
Our cell group have praying, so one day, I hope that u feel some presence "pulling" into our church. I mean no harm, right???
take care.. bye bye
Btw, I am updating another post.
First thing that came to my mind, was recently there was this gal. call, T at a certain Poly. Her handphone was stolen, because she stupidity left the handphone in her bag.
Her supposedly call-friend uploaded her " sex video" into the comp and send to her friends and lecturer.
Yes, I admit I watched the video, not that I have never watched another porn video before. I just wanted to see, if I was her friend, would I have recognize her face. Sad to say, It was clearly shown. I couldn't bear to watch the rest of it.
Yesterday night, I prayed to God that, she would be emmotionally healed. That she would lift her head up high. And that she continue studying, and hopefully, her boyfriend will walk her though this period of time.
Just want to pass the message across, for guys, please give her break and stop pssing the clip to ur friend.
For girls, just give her sympathy and stop condeming her. I mean , it could be you or me, right?
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As, I walk the path with God, the more I am convicted of his doings. The times, when I was down, the time I could feel his presence. The doubts of a non-Christian perception in me, died down.
--------------------------------------------
It wasn't easy for me when I started last year. Though, the years of being influence as a child.
I wanted to go back to Him, but was just too proud to do it. I was struggling between J, R and JM, I was just totally lost.
And I ever told Zw that, I wouldn't go to her church if there weren't any play, as I wasn't ready for HIM. However, I was praying for a call to go back church. It wasn't the first time ZW has invited me to her church. It happen right at that time when I really needed HIM. That week, I Redicated my life to Jesus.
Although, there was moments , I slipped in and out, I promised myself not to backslided again.
I always put myself in a non-christian's shoes. I am always agitated by Christian's agressive way of reaching out. Then it came to my realization, that they were so involved in God, that they didn't know how persistant they were.
Now, as a Christian, I realised the same persistant that I had for my friends, but only for a better life of a better them.
It is so hard for non-christians to come into a church? I asked myself that. I could see the many doubts, if they ever step into one. The speaking in tongues, might frighten those who never heard before. THe tidings and those offerings. Those prayers, which only to non-Christians could hear as murmurings.
My call is to my closest friends, to come know him. A conversion is not a simple thing. It's the experience that u have with him, the walk, the commitment, the convictions. All I want is for u to come know about us and our life with God, to step into church and have eye- opener of a church, of a modern church. And what's goes on. The people in church.
I can tell you one thing, no matter how shortcomings that I have. I know, my cellgroup would not give up on me.
It is the same for the people outside. I know it best. The group of poly friends whom I had, these are people who not give a damn about you.
Our cell group have praying, so one day, I hope that u feel some presence "pulling" into our church. I mean no harm, right???
take care.. bye bye
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