The perfect Valentine's day
I never celebrated Valentine's day before. I think it's because, Jack didn't think much about this special occasions. Aside from Valentine's day. we never got celebrate the special occasions.
If not, I never recieved a bouquet of flowers on special days. On even on Valentine's day. Because, he was late that very Valentine's day. And when the person selling a small bouquet at 10 bucks... He refused it, because, he thought It was too expensive. U should have seenmy disappointment.. Utterly disppointed.
And to think Jack is my first steady bf, he didn't buy flowers for me. I had to nag at him for being a failure at being romantic. And asked him a thousand whys? he don't get me flower before I got my very first bouquet of flowers.
And why do I harp on it??? It is not about the flowers. It is his ability to do something special for me, because I am special to him. I love elements of surpises.
I just wan a day that I'll never forget. But yeah.. the flowers play apart.
I let Ronald planned Valentine's day. I am looking forward to it, but I don't wan to get my hopes too high.. But I am excited.
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Another issue... I thought I am getting slightly fatter. Well Tracy confirmed it for me when she said that I am getting fatter..
I have been skinny these past 22 years.. I am happy that I put on weight. But it kinda scares me when I am putting on weight. Just afraid, of excessive fats on my body.. sighhh
I am too hard to please, am I?????
If not, I never recieved a bouquet of flowers on special days. On even on Valentine's day. Because, he was late that very Valentine's day. And when the person selling a small bouquet at 10 bucks... He refused it, because, he thought It was too expensive. U should have seenmy disappointment.. Utterly disppointed.
And to think Jack is my first steady bf, he didn't buy flowers for me. I had to nag at him for being a failure at being romantic. And asked him a thousand whys? he don't get me flower before I got my very first bouquet of flowers.
And why do I harp on it??? It is not about the flowers. It is his ability to do something special for me, because I am special to him. I love elements of surpises.
I just wan a day that I'll never forget. But yeah.. the flowers play apart.
I let Ronald planned Valentine's day. I am looking forward to it, but I don't wan to get my hopes too high.. But I am excited.
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Another issue... I thought I am getting slightly fatter. Well Tracy confirmed it for me when she said that I am getting fatter..
I have been skinny these past 22 years.. I am happy that I put on weight. But it kinda scares me when I am putting on weight. Just afraid, of excessive fats on my body.. sighhh
I am too hard to please, am I?????
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