Disappointed
Why should I made myself so uptight, and read her bloggie right?
Just got a nagging feeling that she might updated..
And I was right. I thought that I told him specifically not to call her..
No, he call her on his account.
Which makes this not her fault, she has all the right to think about why he calls her.
He never told me that he topped up his prepaid card.
And what u mean, occasional msn conversations, when I only had "one" with him?
What about his prepaid card? He used his prepaid card to smses her?
That's my bf, she talking about?
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Why this time, i felt that I am fighting with her to get him again?
I am tired of the quarrels, we had about her. Now that I don't wan to bother,
She still seem to there..
Her actions reallie digust me beyond words..
I don't know what to feel about this relationship anymore.
It only take 7 days to break us...
This is no game I wanna play
I think i will persuade him to go Bangkok.. Becoz, this will eiher make us or break us.
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On another hand, I should feel happy that he calls me every single day.
I feel that I having some crush on my own bf, that he knows, and he tagged along.
But this situation is different. He is my bf.
I going to give him the benefit of the doubt.
I going to give us another chance.
I am not going to stop him to call her anymore.
BUt, that doesn't mean, I keeping myself on my toes.
He has trying to think about ways to Bangkok... for me to go up.
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Btw, she using, "there is someone out there" tactic, to keep herself from falling into him.
And those words drilled into me: " Because she can't get anything done right"
Apparently, she doesn't know it's me. But, the FUCKING statement pissed me off.. FUCKING badly.
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No talking to her on msn liao..
NO asking him about her......
And she is just a peanut beneathe that I wan to squish and feed it to the elephant..
BUt, I will forgive her.. and pray...
sighh..
Just got a nagging feeling that she might updated..
And I was right. I thought that I told him specifically not to call her..
No, he call her on his account.
Which makes this not her fault, she has all the right to think about why he calls her.
He never told me that he topped up his prepaid card.
And what u mean, occasional msn conversations, when I only had "one" with him?
What about his prepaid card? He used his prepaid card to smses her?
That's my bf, she talking about?
------------------------------------------------
Why this time, i felt that I am fighting with her to get him again?
I am tired of the quarrels, we had about her. Now that I don't wan to bother,
She still seem to there..
Her actions reallie digust me beyond words..
I don't know what to feel about this relationship anymore.
It only take 7 days to break us...
This is no game I wanna play
I think i will persuade him to go Bangkok.. Becoz, this will eiher make us or break us.
------------------------------------
On another hand, I should feel happy that he calls me every single day.
I feel that I having some crush on my own bf, that he knows, and he tagged along.
But this situation is different. He is my bf.
I going to give him the benefit of the doubt.
I going to give us another chance.
I am not going to stop him to call her anymore.
BUt, that doesn't mean, I keeping myself on my toes.
He has trying to think about ways to Bangkok... for me to go up.
----------------------------
Btw, she using, "there is someone out there" tactic, to keep herself from falling into him.
And those words drilled into me: " Because she can't get anything done right"
Apparently, she doesn't know it's me. But, the FUCKING statement pissed me off.. FUCKING badly.
------------------------
No talking to her on msn liao..
NO asking him about her......
And she is just a peanut beneathe that I wan to squish and feed it to the elephant..
BUt, I will forgive her.. and pray...
sighh..
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