To whom it concern

We can go around choosing what we want.
I said what I want.

Dear friends, thank you for listening to me all these while. The craps and nonsense, for loving me.

For all the trials , I am sorry God. DOn't seem to work it out between us.

I am going to hell for sure.

Thank u mommy, daddy. little bro.. Always been wanting say this. I reallie love u all..
IT hurts, when I am not around u. It hurts when I defy u, it hurts when I am not filial.
Sorry to make u spend wasted money on me.

I reallie reallie love Ronnie.

I think my life was a waste.

I keep doing the wrong things. Life is worthless if I have go through alone.

I know I was a soldier, I keep marching forward and get back on my feet no matter how much obstacles they were.

I was a soldier, in past tense. I can't do it anymore.

I crumble. And I really need him by my side. I didn't know how to get through to him. I need him to rescue me.
Instead, I got shot.


So Dear friends, please take care of urself....


Bye for now.. love Ade