Carebears CAREBEARS
I am not too sure why Ronnie, didn't purchase those cutie little carebears.
And I was sulking all the way back.
I was trying to be a good girl, trying not to threw tantrums at him, at the slightest mistakes he does.
I guess, 'that' comes together in a long-term relationship, 'that' meaning expectations. I didn't understand why didn't he just buy that to humour me. I really like carebears for that matter.
And it scary about 'expectations' , that I knew what is expected of his behaviour and if I don't do this, or I do it, not to piss him off. And sometimes, the more I try to prevent a quarrel, leaves me in upheaval state of mind & behaviour. It is the expectations on Ronnie's side too, which result in the quarrel. And the quarrel leads violent destruction of skin tearing and bruising.
Nothing to worry about, in even a fight, I know when know not to provoke him further which lead to him being physical violent. And he wouldn't abuse me in that way, because I trust him with my whole heart. However, it struck me that even for Ronnie, or any good & decent guy would actually become violent even when pushed the brim.
But expectations will keep you on your toe, to become a better person, too.
I know I have a bad temper, for Ronnie's sake, I will change.
And what did I tell you about expectations? I was waiting for my carebears the next day.
Viola!!!! TWO CAREBears!!!!! hahaha
:)
And I was sulking all the way back.
I was trying to be a good girl, trying not to threw tantrums at him, at the slightest mistakes he does.
I guess, 'that' comes together in a long-term relationship, 'that' meaning expectations. I didn't understand why didn't he just buy that to humour me. I really like carebears for that matter.
And it scary about 'expectations' , that I knew what is expected of his behaviour and if I don't do this, or I do it, not to piss him off. And sometimes, the more I try to prevent a quarrel, leaves me in upheaval state of mind & behaviour. It is the expectations on Ronnie's side too, which result in the quarrel. And the quarrel leads violent destruction of skin tearing and bruising.
Nothing to worry about, in even a fight, I know when know not to provoke him further which lead to him being physical violent. And he wouldn't abuse me in that way, because I trust him with my whole heart. However, it struck me that even for Ronnie, or any good & decent guy would actually become violent even when pushed the brim.
But expectations will keep you on your toe, to become a better person, too.
I know I have a bad temper, for Ronnie's sake, I will change.
And what did I tell you about expectations? I was waiting for my carebears the next day.
Viola!!!! TWO CAREBears!!!!! hahaha
:)
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