To whom it concern

I have to admit something that i have in my heart for quite a while.
I think it would be best if the questions of marriage should be avoided for the time being.
I don't think I am ready at this stage.
Not that I don't love him or what so ever.
I just don't like the restriction and calculation and leading to lack of element of surpise.
I think I am being narrow minded at this.
But, I really don't know and don't want to know.
I do appreciate the concerns.
I am just not ready.
Yes it is full commitment, and I do not know I am game for it.
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But the answer is yes. :)
No prize for guessing there.