It was picture perfect.
Then, it was far from the truth.
I got turned off,
Turn off about myself too.
I want nothing more to do with that.
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I am out of sorts lately.
It is not because Ronnie's not around.
It began even before that.
It was work pressure,
Then not feeling appreciated,
Then there was school and exams.
Then there was partial anger with Ronnie.
(don't even ask what? )
So anger + booze = no good (haha)
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But Good KTV cleanses the soul
But I didn't had enough.
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Back to church,
Feel wonderful.
I was just telling God,
How do I know it's you talking to me.
Pls give a signal. I badly need one.
Pls give a signal. I badly need one.
And *poofs*
The preach was about this guy in the Bible call Giddeon,
having the same problem.
And God has to reassure him five times.
No way!
I don't think that is just a coincidence.
Thank God anyway. You made me smile.
Anyway, I tide (after pending for so long)
Tiding, is giving 10 % of your salary to God.
And yar, it's before CPF. (lol)
The stereotypes about church-goers, is they are nerds, conservative.
If you have such concept, it's just wrong.
I see cute guys here and there and rich kids, tsk tsk.
Hey, I am all for God here. Soley for the purpose of him.
(And the more I explained, it becomes more sloppishly)
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Once again,
I need unpicture-perfect
I need a chance.
For reality to set in.
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