WHy do I try so hard?

Mummy say I craved for acceptance, all my life.

But, I am still at corner.

Try so hard to be more secure,

But nontheless, nobody sees me.

Try so hard to be myself and always trying to spare a thought for people first.

But nobody hears my voice.

SO Why do I put so much effort, but I was told my effort wasn't enough?

Try so hard to be my parent's standards and working on my standards

ANd never be lived up to their standards.

Try so hard to be liked,

but eveybody hates me.

Try so hard to settle down,

But, the rational side of me tells it's not possible.

Tell myself not take the initiative,

But I always do,

Then being taken for granted.

UFCK lar.

%$^&*()_#$%^&*(

PLS F**ked off.

I have no mood to try to comply to ur requests.

I want to hear my voice,

I want to go where I want.

I want to settle down just with my dog.

At least, if he won't proposed in a wrong way,

I won't be taken for granted,

I can concentrate on my standards.

Not living to someone's elses

i won't be like but loved,

wat ever lar.

Just F**k off

Adelynn's world