California Fitness
I am dressed, still in my make up.. (alittle on the eyes) in my bro's room... Unwanting to let go of the computer.
My brother hogs the comp most of the time, now i get to use it. I don't want to let go.
Living with ROnnie actually makes me know how, I can be a good housewife. Seriously!
And I rather get awaken many times by ROnnie turning and tossing, then to sleep alone.
My guilt got the better of me.
Meanwhile, I finally get to unwind at home, feeling like I need more of my space and time.
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My thoughts are one big massive whirlwind getting sucked into the black hole and unable to come out.
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At my age, though, steady with my bf.
But, I shamelessly admit that there are guys who still physically attract me.
Not the lusty kinda way, but the looks the charm and the body.. (well...)
I think it's ok, looking at them..
And I always good at observing people, to the extend, i recognize them again when I see them again.
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Talking about observing people,
While working at the gym, those ladies there are confident of their body, so much so that I got see their "forest and raisin" at the changing room.
I feel uneasy , and look away.
Yet, I don't mind looking at gal's bod on the magazine..
And I 100% don't think I am bisexual.
But then again, I think the people who use the gym often, would feel more confident of their body one way or the other.
I think psychological thinking that, they know they worked out and muscles get toned.
THeir body look better?
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BTW, conversation with some auntie while working.
Ade: " Hi, WOuld you like to take a look at our club, after which, you get to use the facilities for 8 days free?"
Aunt: " Do you know **** fitness club?"
Ade: "no"
Aunt: " If you don't know, then YOU're not qualified to work here." (raising tone)
Ade:" " But, my job don't require me to know of the package."
Aunt: " It's not the package, but the **** fitness club."
Aunt: " DO u think that I am a member of **** fitness club, i need to join another."
Ade: " Maybe, you can compare both the clubs?"
Aunt: " No need, I am the life member of the **** fitness club."
Ade:" ALright... thank you.." cutting aunt's conversation."
Being poilte, Ade turned back to aunt and listen.
Aunt: " But, you don't know about the ****......."
Ade turned her head away and remain her dignity.
There are better days, but there are worse days.
That day wasn't good.
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My brother hogs the comp most of the time, now i get to use it. I don't want to let go.
Living with ROnnie actually makes me know how, I can be a good housewife. Seriously!
And I rather get awaken many times by ROnnie turning and tossing, then to sleep alone.
My guilt got the better of me.
Meanwhile, I finally get to unwind at home, feeling like I need more of my space and time.
-------------------------------
My thoughts are one big massive whirlwind getting sucked into the black hole and unable to come out.
-------------------------------
At my age, though, steady with my bf.
But, I shamelessly admit that there are guys who still physically attract me.
Not the lusty kinda way, but the looks the charm and the body.. (well...)
I think it's ok, looking at them..
And I always good at observing people, to the extend, i recognize them again when I see them again.
------------------------------
Talking about observing people,
While working at the gym, those ladies there are confident of their body, so much so that I got see their "forest and raisin" at the changing room.
I feel uneasy , and look away.
Yet, I don't mind looking at gal's bod on the magazine..
And I 100% don't think I am bisexual.
But then again, I think the people who use the gym often, would feel more confident of their body one way or the other.
I think psychological thinking that, they know they worked out and muscles get toned.
THeir body look better?
------------------------
BTW, conversation with some auntie while working.
Ade: " Hi, WOuld you like to take a look at our club, after which, you get to use the facilities for 8 days free?"
Aunt: " Do you know **** fitness club?"
Ade: "no"
Aunt: " If you don't know, then YOU're not qualified to work here." (raising tone)
Ade:" " But, my job don't require me to know of the package."
Aunt: " It's not the package, but the **** fitness club."
Aunt: " DO u think that I am a member of **** fitness club, i need to join another."
Ade: " Maybe, you can compare both the clubs?"
Aunt: " No need, I am the life member of the **** fitness club."
Ade:" ALright... thank you.." cutting aunt's conversation."
Being poilte, Ade turned back to aunt and listen.
Aunt: " But, you don't know about the ****......."
Ade turned her head away and remain her dignity.
There are better days, but there are worse days.
That day wasn't good.
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