Taking it to the next level

Before, i scram for school.

Fine.. people. I will brush up my English ok..

But my pronounciation really do sucks, Blame it on my tongue..

I "pronoune " "propely".. ha ha. (fine.. i know lame joke)

I want take the relationship to the nxt level.
Not marriage lah..

I admit when Ronnie say plan our future, i freak out abit.
I think all the talking and not action, I don't see the big picture.
When he finally say things like that, my heart skip a beat.

I don't know lah.. I wan my marriage to be perfect.. so, i need to work on it.

I guess, I have been thinking too.
ABout why me get uspet at the slightest thing.
I guess, it's more about the perfect moment.
I dream about the perfect setting..

I hate being rushed.. I love a perfect sunday, with breakfast at Tiffany's.
(at this point, Ade got hit in the head. *Piong*)
Fine.. at least, a lazy Sunday, at a coffeeshop..

Stoning , looking lazily ahead, holding hands.. he staring into sapce..
( at this moment, ade caught Ronnie watching gals...)
Pull his ears.. and he says: " ok, ok" ( see what i mean, perfect moment spoiled.)
Then Ronnie catches Ade watching boys..
*darn*

ok, enough of fooling around.
I guess, we used to spend time alone. we used to laze in bed, and talk..
we used to go everywhere alone.
You used to , only look at me. Only me.

You used to kiss me in the public. ( why now, the another way round huh.)
ha ha.

But, how serious, are u with me? Dear?
I know how much u love me. At times, i feel the mad rush of love.

But, I know you are not such a person, boast about me and you.
But I wan the whole world to know you love me.
I talk about sacrificing. how much are u willing to sacrifice for me?


I want to take it to the nxt level. Dear.

Do we think the same way?

Because, if we aren't.
If you don't. Let me know.
I don't wan to be with a guy because of companionship.

I wan a guy who wants to be me every single moment. ( that's freaky. ok.)
I wan a guy who want to be with me. ( still sounds freaky.. but u get the picture.)

I just wan to know where is this going.

Love Ade