Fustrated

I supposed to bathe now.. i guess I will be late for church..

Ok, guys and gals.. I Reallie wanna thank you from the bottom of my heart. For sending me encouragements and asking how I am.
People especially Joy , Jason, CHERise, Carrie.

The thing is to I dun like to type my sms feelings and expression in a short form into a sms and sms u back..
And I always find that i repeated myself.. I Rather tell you myself in person..
That way, I feel more personal and dun mind repeating myself a thousands time.

I do wanna thank you for the bottom of my heart. That ur thoughts is about me. But I just find that I wanted to concentrate on THIS EXAM..
and others are just the least of priorities.
The fact that I have pressurize myself into passing well for THIs ExAM.
I dun feel like going for any other church activties. like cell group even just for a little while.
Or urgent meetings..
THe fact that I don't think i juggle things very well, or at least I want to get by this exam.
THe fact that I am growing in jesus walk. THat fact that I am growing slowly but steadily.
Ur expectations of me is what I can't fulfil. Do not anger.
I think I want to do it my way and his way. for a little while.
Just let me get by this exam.

If you wanna ask me how I am? just call me.. Dun bother to sms..
Coz for right now, I just want to GEt by this exams..

If i have offended you.. I am sorry.. But I Do appreciate.. ur kindness and thoughtfulness.
BUt I just can't handle the pressure..
THis is how I REALLIE doing!!!